Life

In life I've failed,
for years I've wailed.
Frozen in time...
left behind...
The rapture of grief is all to find...
The rapture of grief is all!
Behind the shadow of life the lost hopes are grieving.
I seek the night and hope to find love...So I drown in the silence of life's short eternity.
The tears fills the void in my heart astray...
Embrace me now, delightful ease!
Give me a world of wonderous peace!
Calm the desperate scream in my heart!
Unaided I slither – ravaged, silent and alone.
I smolder in anxious strife;
I decline these exhausted remnants of decay.
The world is coming to an end; a vast ocean of disease...
All hope is lost...
or perhaps this is the cradle of salvation.
I must tranquil these turbulent waters.
No more expressions shall leave my trait...
No further words shall be spoken.
This illness they conceived broke my tired wings.