Once upon a time, in the past..

Once upon a time..

..I loved the past

But now I've gone forward...

I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...

I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..

Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,

Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night

I am going on by myself..

I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..

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Once upon a time, in the past..

Packed bags in hand,a tearful goodbye,a smooth trip and you arrive in new town.Weeks pass by, and you call home every weekend.Mother asks whether you're having ur meals regularly,while father says "take things as they come".A new life in a new city,but thoughts of home remain strong in your mind...missing home:(

Confusion, surrounding me

My head dizzy from constant reminders

The ground crumbles

From beneath my feet

I lose all sense of stability

No one can see the pain I hide

I don't have the heart

To tell them that their world is fake

It's just one big joke

For the ones who know

Just something to laugh about

To know the truth

You must escape

The lies of the fake world

You must open your eyes

To leave the blind of your eyes behind

So only the truth remains

Otherwise this fake world

Will envelop you in fake truths

And fake lies

Until everything you knew is found

To be a lie

If I can stop one heart from breaking,

I shall not live in vain.

If I can ease one life the aching,

Or cool one pain,

Or help one fainting robin

Unto his nest again,

I shall not live in vain

This is what I believe:
That I am I.
That my soul is a dark forest.
That my known self will never be more than a little clearing in the forest.
That gods, strange gods, come forth from the forest into the clearing of my known self, and then go back.
That I must have the courage to let them come and go.
That I will never let mankind put anything over me, but that I will try always to recognize and submit to the gods in me and the gods in other men and women.
There is my creed.

Magic - Magic black or white. Sorcery spells, witches and alchemy. Could it really be true that spinning stars decide our destiny and Moon blood makes lives wax and wane?

Could it be true that the innumerable galaxies, decide our fate day by day on this earth. Is it quite simply true that we cannot be happy without false illusions?

Life

In life I've failed,
for years I've wailed.
Frozen in time...
left behind...
The rapture of grief is all to find...
The rapture of grief is all!
Behind the shadow of life the lost hopes are grieving.
I seek the night and hope to find love...So I drown in the silence of life's short eternity.
The tears fills the void in my heart astray...
Embrace me now, delightful ease!
Give me a world of wonderous peace!
Calm the desperate scream in my heart!
Unaided I slither – ravaged, silent and alone.
I smolder in anxious strife;
I decline these exhausted remnants of decay.
The world is coming to an end; a vast ocean of disease...
All hope is lost...
or perhaps this is the cradle of salvation.
I must tranquil these turbulent waters.
No more expressions shall leave my trait...
No further words shall be spoken.
This illness they conceived broke my tired wings.